Alli N
What is Left of a Lost Pregnancy
I was eight weeks and two days pregnant when I saw the unmistakable look of sadness and pity on the ultrasound tech's face. Her...
The Truth About My “Old Mom” Status :: Why Being an Older Mom is...
This past fall at the ripe ole age of thirty-seven years old, I delivered a healthy baby boy. This sweet new angel baby was...
The Lie About Breastfeeding :: When It’s Not Always “Best”
"Mommy, it says on here that breast is best... but you said you wanted to give our new baby a bottle?!" My very inquisitive...
Letting In the Loss of 2020
The year of 2020 will forever be a stand out year that we remember for years to come. Our kids will remember how schools...
The Great Shift
My firstborn started middle school this year. Shortly after school started, he turned twelve years old. On the eve of his birthday I did...
The Ghost of the Mommy I Used to Be
I saw her walking down the sidewalk on my street. She was pushing a double stroller filled with two toddlers. Strapped to her chest...
The Easy Child
This Is Us is a t.v. show that sucked me in from the very first episode. If you have not watched it, let the binge...
The Death of a Dream
As little girls, many of us picture growing up and meeting the man of our dreams, starting a family, and living a happily-ever-after kind...
What it Means to Never Have a Daughter
"Its another boy!" I can still hear the surprise and slight disappointment in my sister's voice as she announced the gender of my third-born child. I...










